well i thought i would do a QUICK update as im not gonna be on the comp for a bit..




on friday nite i went and saw uncle peter,. man its so hard seeing him there like that..

Are you too hard on yourself?


Total Score: 16

15 - 20 : You're a never-good-enough girl

You’re battling a chronic case of perfectionism, one that leaves your self-worth about as steady as a Blair Witch Project hand cam. Ironically, your no-margin-for-error mindset makes you an underachiever at gathering life experiences, because you often won’t get involved with something unless you know you can nail it. And if by some chance you do falter - even just a little bit - you take drastic face-saving measures to more than make up for it.

“You’re afraid that others will think less of you if you fall short of flawless,” says Cynthia Curnan, PhD, a psychotherapist and author of The Care and Feeding of Perfectionists (amazon.com). "And these sky-high expectations make it nearly impossible for you to enjoy anything you do.” So how can you stop launching self-directed fault assaults? “Try keeping a journal,” says Curnan. “It will help you see patterns of beat up behaviour that you wouldn’t wish on your worst enemy.” Then take a class in something you don’t know how to do - and resist the urge to go into overachiever overdrive when you screw up. Once you realise no one looks down on you for being less than perfect, you just might find that you enjoy bumbling through life with the rest of us mortals.

lily went home tonight..

fuck im real talkative aint i ? i in a bitchy mood hmph!

fuck this is a sound that i dont like hearing.. my little sister in the bathroom sticking her fingers down her throat... a good thing is but she hasnt cut since thursday! she had 22 stitches taken out of her arm today.. god i dont like seeing her like that but if i say somehing to her i might say the wrong thing so i gotta sit back and watch her with her distorted body image.. sure she used to be a big girl but she aint now shes 59kg? she reckons she will stop once she hits 45kg? fuck man 45kg is fucking too light u need some fat on ya body///

anywayz



Lianna

*dances*

yay yay

lily is here shes so cute lol

woke up this arvo took her to the park n stuff then came home ate n went for a jog n then slept again then woke up came online n chattin 2 my boy now :P <3

update on my uncle he had a tract thingy put in his throat for breathing and they took him to another ward so he aint in i.c.u anymore,, i think more or less they are waiting for him to die naturally,, who knows how long that will be huh//

anywhos byez

LiAnNa

<3 ya

well i havent updated on livejournal for such a long time i thought i would come back and write a bit..
im staying at my mums at the moment in ballan, have been here a week now lol

over the last couple of weeks i have had this weird feeling that somebody is going to pass away and then this happened...

My uncle had a massive heart attack on the 19th of May so last friday,,
he was with out oxygen to the brain for 20 minutes. they took him to hospital and put him in a drug induced coma, on sunday they tried waking him up and he wont wake up :( :( so now he is lying there with tubes coming out of his face on life support, his pretty much brain damaged,, when i was there seeing him he kept twitching which made me cry because it looked like he was trying to wake up or something, and i know that he wont because the doctors said that out of ten he has lost ten of his brain working,, when mum was in there with me she knows that his no longer with us in spirit, because u can tell when there is somebody in spirit around u, his dumb bitch of a wife (mail order asian bride type thing i think!only wants him for his money....) said to keep him on life support, with no brain capacity left and if he ever does wake up he would be brain dead he wouldnt want it to be like that, wouldnt u rather pass away in peace then with a hole lot of tubes shoved up ya nose and down ya throat lying there helplessly,... :( :(

and some other news i gots a new boy ! <3 hisa sweety <3.. will write more about it when i can...



anywho gotta go mwahz peoples little sis is kicking me off..

LiAnNa
*A*K*A*
MiSsY

well hey peoples
well hey me anywayz

a week ago i got my labret pierced yay umm atm im up at my mums and im going home today anwayz hahaha umm im bored as hell some one email me cheeky_baby_gurl__@hotmail.com i mightnt reply today but i will reply lolz